Come ON!

I know, I know. After promising myself that I would blog way more frequently this year, I haven't.

And it's not because I've been lazy, or I didn't want to. Believe me -  wanted to.

It's just that I can't really talk about what's going on right now. 

I haven't had quite the start I wanted this year. Stress from last year has rolled over and the emotional rollercoaster of life has continued, even though I promised myself I wouldn't let it.

Ergh!

I've been bombarding my FB and Instagram pages with pictures of food and workout updates. I'm not gonna lie - I would love to post gym selfies, but we all know how we feel when we see them! HAHAHA! I'm really pleased with the progress I'm making on a summer body - looking forward to getting to the beach and tanned! That can't come soon enough to be honest.

Anyway, I wanted to post because literally, I think I'm losing faith in mankind again!

I've just finished watching the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy and seriously, I realised that most of the shows I watch involve some level of cheating. Cheating, lying, deceiving, manipulating....you name it, it's there. I don't know why I get so involved in TV shows, but I do. It isn't just a show when real life seems to be like that as well! I think everyone can relate somehow to what they see on TV. But I just feel so sad that there seems to be so few good people in the world now!!!! 

Ufffff....does fidelity even exist anymore?!

I often get told that just because I give so much to others, I shouldn't expect people to behave in the same way. I shouldn't, but somehow, I still do. It's like having that blind faith to believe that everyone has a good heart deep down. But actually, not everyone does! LOL! I don't know if I'm even capable of learning that lesson. I'm always rooting for people and hoping that one day I will be proved right - that there is good intent deep down - but more often than not, that never happens and it's something I just wish I would learn!

xoxo