How Am I Feeling?

Tired, frustrated, anxious, excited, chuffed, full and I have a headache.

LOL.

Tired...well - you know why that is.

Frustrated because I'm not getting the results I want fast enough. I get there in the end but I want to be able to make things happen faster. Definitely a skill that's there but I need to seriously develop...kinda like getting that final hook instead of people walking away to think. I don't want them to think...I want them to make an instant decision. LOL - how many people do that? Really? It's normal for people to wanna think about something before splashing out so much cash on it, right? But I KNOW and I can see from other people that there is a hook - I just have to figure out what it is.

Anxious because...I dunno...I always feel a bit anxious when I'm going back to Kyushu. Even though I've only been back once since I left, it's going to be totally different this time. I know that I'm gonna be super anxious next time I go to the UK as well.

Excited...well, just because I really can't wait to see my friends that ARE still in Kyushu. =)

Chuffed because I finally got notification that I will receive some unemployment insurance from the money that I lost when my last company went bankrupt. It's not a lot and isn't close to the amount I actually lost but at least it's something and I'm looking at it as I kinda little bonus on top of my wages. Which means I'm going to blow the whole lot shopping!! If I can actually find anything to buy that is.

Full because I've yet again stuffed my face with crap. Man, I really need to get to the supermarket tomorrow so I can eat something that constitutes as a healthy meal.

No idea why I have a headache....probably because I'm not drinking enough water. LOL.

xx