Too Soon

Ergh - I really wish I had started back to work next week instead of going in today.

Jet lag hit me in full force and I had a tough day to go with it.

I ended up going to bed at like 10.30pm last night after a 4 hour nap. I also made the mistake of leaving the window open, so I was woken up by something (or someone) at like 4am. And then I woke up again at 5am and just layed there in bed until 8. It was only when I got on the train that I started to feel positively knackered again.

And remarkably, I managed to get through the day without a single can of red bull. I've cut my portions and trying to eat a little healthier until I can get back to the gym and lose this extra weight that I've put on. It's disgusting - nothing has ever wobbled before. So gross. No offence.

It was weird going back to work today. It's like I wasn't really there and my body was just going through the motions. It was good to see some familiar faces - one in particular...although to be honest, I really should give up on that.

I really think I'm going to. You get to a point when you realise that there really is just no point and I think I'm there now.

xoxo