Nope, Not Yet

What the hell?!

How am I not over this stupid jetlag yet?!

I was in bed at like 10pm or something last night and just listened to music until I fell asleep. And then I woke up at 4am...and then 6.30am. I set my alarm for 8.45 so that I could get up and go to the gym (I am DYING to work out again!!), but when the alarm went off, I jumped up to get in the shower and then suddenly felt REALLY sick. I thought I was gonna throw up. I decided it was coz I was hungry and went out to get breakfast but it didn't help. So with a sigh, I crept back under the covers and tried to get some more sleep.

I woke up again at 10.30.....and then my alarm went off at noon. And I am STILL feeling exhausted. Does it get worse as you get older or something? I don't remember it being this bad when I came back from the UK last year. Having said that, the time difference is greater and I haven't done the States-Japan flight before.

I'm just debating now whether I should stay up or go back to bed for a couple of hours before I start work. I won't finish until 10pm tonight, so the last thing I want is to be feeling like crap...even more than I do already. I wanna go out and get some food though because I refuse to get caught in the trap that I have been during the last couple of months, where I NEVER eat at home.

I'm absolutely broke so I think I might head out....

...after a bit more sleep?

xx