I am in agony right now. Maybe agony is too strong a word, but I am definitely hurting.
I don't think I have ever experienced pain on this level. And I have absolutely no idea how to deal with it!!
To all the men that I screwed over in the past....to the men that fell in love with me and I trampled all over you and thought it was funny...I'M SORRY. To the men I purposely made feel inadequate and small because I could....I'M SORRY. To the men I turned into pathetic wrecks and then cruelly dismissed...I'M SORRY.
You will be pleased to know that Karma does exist. And I am paying the price right now. But you may or may not be pleased to know that I couldn't be any further from that person right now. Love has softened me and changed me for the better.
I think yesterday I may I learnt the very valuable lesson that necking a bottle of wine on an empty stomach doesn't make everything better. The pain is still there when you sober up.
Ideas on pain management please!!
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