Why...

...can't I ever get to bed at a decent time?!

I'm always moaning how tired I am, yet I can never seem to get my arse into bed early. And tonight was no exception.

I didn't go to the gym because I figured I should stay home and get my stuff ready for my trip back to Karatsu so that I don't ahve to wake up early and do it in the morning. But I haven't even done that! I gave myself a French manicure and that's about it. LOL. And I know I should've gone to the gym because I scoffed 8 doughnuts today - DON'T JUDGE!! It's not my fault - it was 8 for 300yen! Like, that is ridiculously cheap. But add that to the 6 doughnuts that I ate on Tuesday, the mammoth roll cake I scoffed last night and all the melon pans I've been eating all week and that's a lot of crap that needs to be worked off.

Why the hell can't I give up the cake!? It's just never gonna happen. Maybe I should just accept that I will never have a flat stomach ever again. The body I had before I fractured my ankle this time last year has officially disappeared forever. R.I.P.

I'm really looking forward to seeing my friends this weekend. I just hope the weather down there is better than this crappy rain/snow that's going down in Tokyo. I mean seriously, it's supposed to be spring and it's 4 degrees outside. What a joke.

xx