Ufff

My head is pounding and I feel so tired I could actually pass out right now.

At 7pm.

I actually started off alright this morning, despite the fact that I was up late downloading books for my kindle. I know - geeky for a Saturday night, right? But 2 talking-to-you-is-like-trying-to-get-blood-from-a-stone lessons just wiped me out. By my last lesson I was just willing the clock to go faster and faster. I don't get it - why do people bother coming if they're not going to say anything?

How's it going?---->It's OK. (*GROAN*)

What have you been up to lately?---->Nothing. (*SIGH*)

Tell me about your weekend?---->Nothing. (*FFS!!!!!*)

Any special requests today?---->No. (*Great. Free effing conversation with someone who doesn't wanna talk. Shoot me already*)

Any particular topic you would like to talk about?--->No.

40 minutes of that bullshit. I had to use every bit of will I had to stifle my constant yawning and not to fall asleep right there on the desk. And this was someone that was sposed to be a low intermediate. Yeah right.

It just drives me mad sometimes and especially when it gets to Sunday, I just don't have the patience to deal with it. I am ALWAYS knackered by the weekend and I don't have the energy that's required to keep meeting new clients all day. It's draining.

Been thinking a lot about which of the Japanese schools I should join. I haven't had a second trial with the school that I wasn't impressed with the first time round but already I'm really thinking about joining both. I can understand why you might think that it's just a complete waste of money, but for me, what it boils down to is what I think I can realistically get from each place. I dunno, I'll see what happens on Tuesday.

xoxo