未来

I've been thinking a lot recently about the future.

Kind of inevitable really - I find out in just over 2 weeks if I've got my transfer to Tokyo.

And if I haven't, I have one week to decide what to do.

やばい

I've already spoken to a couple of people about my 'plans'. But I realise now that I was just throwing ideas around and have come to realise that I'm just not really sure.

I'm getting bored of teaching full time. Nothing's happened - my classes are going great and I adore (some of them anyway!) the kids. But I'm thinking I want to leave on a high before I get to the point of hating my job.

I'm getting really impatient for the answer though. I can't make ANY decisions before I know where I stand with this transfer.

Bored.

Scared.

Emotionally effed up.