Going through that phase again....

....where I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing here.

I started teaching again yesterday and I just felt.......tired.

Bored of it all.

I don't think that it helps that I'm still dealing with a lot of emotional stress.

But I'm starting to feel like I need a change. Not necessarily another country, but definitely another job.

And so many things are really starting to annoy me as well. Like REALLY annoy me.

I hate the way Japanese girls don't walk properly in heels.

I hate the way Japanese girls where shoes that are waaayyy too big or too small for them - what's the point?!

I hate the way Japanese girls wear sooo much make up. After travelling to other Asian countries and seeing natural beauty, I don't understand their need to put their foundation on so thickly that it cracks when they smile.

I hate the way Japanese women think it's bad to have a tan. Throughout the year when I've got a tan, I've been constantly told how 'dark' I am. I've made a habit on commenting how white people are when they say this to me. And then stressing that in the west it's actually a GOOD thing to be brown. Rather look healthy than dead. Plus they don't realise that some people could actually be really offended by that. I think they're forgetting that I am half black already. Jackasses.

Venting.

I know.