First Day Back

You know what, I honestly have no idea how I manage to teach 14-16 lessons in a normal day.

I only taught 8 today and I'm absolutely KNACKERED!

I think i didn't realise just how tired I was after my holiday. Even though I took yesterday off and went to bed early, I feel like I just need the whole week to wind down.

It was so weird going back in. I was completely out of my flow - I just didn't feel like I was really there and felt like I didn't really know what I was doing all day. I was talking but paying no attention to anything that was coming out of my mouth. I wasn't listening to a word my clients were saying - my mind was anywhere else. It was like someone else was there and I was just watching. A very weird sensation! The same conversations all day - Xmas, New Year, my tan, my trip. It was funny because out of all the people that I saw today, only ONE noticed that I have dyed my hair black. Everyone else was too preoccupied with the tan!

The thought if getting up at 5am and starting at 7am is just awful!! Did I really get into that much a routine?!

Obviously!

Looking forward to the changes that I've made in my schedule to have a couple of later starts and some Sundays off. I still need to work a lot so that I can pay for the Japanese course that I want to enrol into so can't quite give up weeeknds just yet.

So tired.

Fuck it - I'm going to bed....and it's not even 10.30pm!

xoxo