Destroyed

Everyone always says that time's a healer.

And it is. I guess. But time alone cannot heal. You need something else.

I had that something else. And it gave me the strength to move forward and start to heal.

And then this weekend that something was taken away from me.

And all the hurt and pain that I was enduring before has come back x2.

I am officially destroyed.

And I really don't know if I'm gonna be able to bounce back from this.

Not this time.

:-(