Eeeeeeekkkkk!!!

Saturday night....10.05pm.

And I'm about to go to bed.

Problem number 1 - I'm not in the least bit ready to go to sleep.

Problem number 2 - Even if I was ready to go to sleep, I probably wouldn't be able to.

I've suddenly become a whole bag of jittery nerves! I never thought I would feel THIS nervous about doing this tomorrow, but no joke - I'm bricking it!

I'm not even sure why. The build up to this has been huge. HUGE. I have spent thousands studying all year....except that studying has been catching up with all the basics. 

For N2? How long have a spent studying for it? 6 WEEKS.


6 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


Crap. 


Now I know why I'm bricking it. I couldn't be further from being ready. The kanji count for N2 is 1100. I have 981 (I did the kanji check today). Don't even get me started on the vocab count - from what I've been doing, I reckon I'm at 50%.


BUT the pass mark is ONLY 50%. And I KNOW I can get that, just from the practice tests I've done. 


But I'm still nervous. So very, very nervous.


Ufffff.....


K, I'm gonna try and get me some shut eye.


xoxo